The Lord is my shepherd;
I shall not want.
He makes me to lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside the still waters.
He restores my soul;
He leads me in the paths of righteousness
For His name’s sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You anoint my head with oil;
My cup runs over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
All the days of my life;
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord
Preaching to my own heart through this post today. It’s been chaotic and busy lately, the last few days especially. We’re packing to move, Josh has been working on renovations in the new place, I’ve been trying to cook and bake extra in preparation… Levi and I have had appointments and have more this week, laundry has to be done (at my wonderful parents’, since we have no hookups), etc. etc. etc.
And then in a rush, we have to be moved out by Friday.
I’m tired. My back hurts, I can’t lift much, and a little bit of pregnancy nausea has returned. Levi is exploring and active and so, so adorable; and it’s hard to keep up with him. Naptimes are used lately for packing and organizing and baking and making phone calls.
It’s temporary, and I’m grateful for that. But today it’s starting to catch up with me, the exhaustion and overwhelming number of things to do — so I’ve forced myself to put my feet up and read and write. I need a little rest if I’m going to make it through the rest of the increasingly busy week!
All I wanted to read was this Psalm; it’s a great comfort and brings me peace when I’m feeling frantic. God is my shepherd, He leads me. He provides for me and He gives me places and times to rest. “He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters” (vs. 2) — rest is important to Him. So much so that He purposefully gives opportunities to rest.
There are times to be selective with our schedules and allow for room, to keep boundaries and not pack ourselves too full. Busyness isn’t an award or accomplishment. And there are also stretches, be it a week or two or more when it’s just plain crazy and we have to do what we have to do — but God is still our rest in those times. He is our rest; we can take 5 minutes to sit and relax, and throughout our days we can remind ourselves that He sustains us and gives us what we need when we need it. There’s a bigger picture than what’s right in front of us.
I’m so thankful. He is good. And now that I’ve had a chance to rest and read, and to process this tidbit… it’s time to make more phone calls and pack more boxes. I hope my thoughts and the lessons God teaches me are encouraging to you as well. :)